It was a weird day...
I dont know what I was thinking
My crush of 1 year was discussing his crush of 1 year with me
Acting cool lyk that was killing me from inside
Hw can you willingly hand over a plant that you have nurtured for so long to somebody you cant even stand
I know love is not in our hands, bt it feels terrible to hand it over without protest
and that lady isnt into anyone, cuz she doesnt want a relationship
My stomach churns even thinking of her name
The only thing that helped me move on from a broken heart was now gone...
Should I have revealed my feelings ???
Should I have made him realise what I felt for him ???
Maybe not
He would have just had sympathy for me
Love does not work on the sympathy grease
There's got to be give n take of love
I am depressed
Its soul sucking
My happiness has been ripped apart in a night
How I regret talking to him last night
A minute was enough to turn my world upside down
Its not his fault
I should've known better
But how can I just move on ???
When life seemed lonely, this gave me a hope
that maybe someday...
It was not to be, alas...
I wished him luck that she finds him irresistible sumday
How I felt like telling him that's exactly how I feel right now for him
He told me someday I will meet my man and he will be perfect for me
How I laughed at the irony that the man I considered perfect was telling me this
Life's an irony, and love's a puzzle...
Someday I too hope that I will have my love by my side and will look him in the eye and thank him for not distorting my vision and letting me find The One...
